Fix You

Fix You, likley one of the most powerful songs for me to listen to. I don't think i've ever been able to control my tears while listening to this song.

It hits home.
Hard.

I had a person who was always there to 'fix me' when things fell apart...would stand up for me...and be the shoulder and glimmer of light....when I felt as though I would be in despair in the dark.

This person is no longer in my life....and it is likely one of the biggest regrets of my entire life.

I don't know...if I'll ever be fixed.

Hugs.

Most who know me, know that i'm a hugger. Just a few weeks ago, I spoke to a group of senior citizens about cancer...prevention, options, and answered a few questions.

They were adorable. The eldest was 98.5 years old, the youngest was 75. I gave them both a hug...and the others lined up behind them.

30 hugs were given out, with 30 twirls.
Giggles were heard by all.

My heart dropped when I went to hug an elderly lady who said, 'I don't get hugs at home'.
I almost welled up and gave her another.

They have my business cards, and most have promised to drop by...
Why?

To get a hug.
:)

The Code.

Last week a few people broke the unspoken 'code' of sports. Well more of an unspoken rule of sports FANS.

Last week, the USC Trojans lost to god awful Stanturd. I was in the stands, and was horrified, and stunned.

I immediately posted on facebook, NOT TO comment, make lame remarks, etc... or they would be defacebooked immediately, and that was a promise.

2-3 people made lame ass comments, they were de-facebooked pronto.

"You take this stuff too seriously"

My ass, I do.

It's called a sports code. Those who called me and didn't bring up the loss, or waited until I BROUGHT IT UP are golden friends, the rest can go to hell.

Nuff said.

My iPhone

Ahhh... I bought an iPhone a few weeks ago (yes, I bought it after Jobs decreased the price by 200 bucks..come on now..I wait for deals ;)).....and I must say, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID WITHOUT ONE.

I love love love love love my phone. Now if it could only procreate with me, I just might marry it. Oh yeah!

It's Hard...

I have been away from blogging for so long..it's hard kind of getting back into it. I don't know. Maybe it's for the best? I'm not sure. I've been busy with 'ME' for the past few months. Moving, traveling the world, enjoying down time, where I don't have to do anything, but get up..and stay in my pajamas all day if I want...and you know, it's been great.

It has made me kind of lazy...I don't answer my phone... email is the best way to get a hold of me..and I watch useless television...

And, I haven't studied yet.
:)

Pinkberry

Yesterday I had Pinkberry yogurt.. the "infamous LA yogurt" at a place near my house...the regular with 2 fruits (mango and rasberry) and some almond (see Bhatura, I was paying attention)

Honestly?

It was good, but it wasn't all that.

Mr. Met

This is what I want. Well, the USC Trojan Band that is.